The way of repentance

You must have asked yourself why the last number of our letter gave such a prominent place to repentance. Surely a rather old-fashioned emphasis? Isn’t it better to stress grace? Perhaps! But what effect does grace have for a person who does not first turn to God in a spirit of repentance? Let him who has ears . . .

It would take too long to explain why this morning I found myself in the book of Jeremiah. However, I can tell you that I was reading the astonishing passage in which the surviving Judaeans came to consult the prophet and ask him for a word from God (Jer 42). These escapees from disaster had nothing. The temple, the capital, indeed the throne had been swept away and the people exiled. Jeremiah turned to God and confessed to him the anguish of this substantial group,[1] and then God made him wait ten days before giving him a response, ten days of waiting and silence! I paused over and was held by this detail in verse 7, “After ten days . . .” What was it that was so precious or so difficult for God to say that he would hesitate in this way? I then examined, O so carefully, God’s answer in the following verses, an answer which is full of promises that don’t seem to justify so many days of waiting. Then suddenly I discovered at the heart of the promise something so surprising, something that sounds like an admission, a confession: “I repent of the evil that I have done you!” (v 10). These words were too strong for me, much too unexpected to be spoken by God . . .

“Lord, I have misunderstood here, this is the prophet speaking . . .”

“No, this was me! I repented of the evil that I had done them.”

“Lord, how could you say such a thing.”

“I had taken everything away from them: the temple, the capital, the country, their king, their brothers, their goods, everything that was the fruit of my promises and my blessings . . . I was repenting of . . .”

“But, Lord, it is man’s place to confess the evil he has done, his unfaithfulness, his misdeeds . . . But it is you who come to confess to them, before them!”

“I considered the thing for ten days before saying it; this was not lightly spoken!”

“Had you ever spoken like this before?”

“Never . . .”

“Did the people hear what you said to them?”

“No! They had other things on their minds, other worries, other things to attend to, a different opinion of me.”

“Did no one respond?”

“No, not one.”

I was confounded by this lack of attention to such an important statement, but still more by such humility on God’s part! Tears came to my eyes and I was silent for a good while . . .

“Lord, I am no better; I don’t know what to say! I have already read this passage many times and I had not understood this. Not until this morning with its silence and emptiness of all else . . . We are so little prepared to discover you like this, repentant! Or to hear you speak with such humility!”

The big trees around the house were still; some of the chestnut trees, among the oldest, bowed their heads and looked down; the stream ruminated the words it had heard; creation was suspended at this avowal of God’s. Who can understand God confessing? Who would be so bold, or better, so full of compassion and mercy, as to speak a word of love to him?

I was plunged into an abyss of thought. God is not a man that he should have to repent (1 Sam 15:29), and here is he doing so, freely! What a God! What humility! What transparency! What an overwhelming God! A wave of love engulfed me, but I felt in no way up to “consoling” God! Nevertheless, I was aware that the Hebrew verb “to repent” is a request for consolation. How can one respond to such a God?

“No one responded?” I repeated

“On that day, no one!”

Israel in exile hung up her harps by the river of Babylon, and God hung up his beside a river in the garden of Eden . . .

“Repent! Repent!” This cry resounded from a corner of the desert beside the Jordan. “Repent!” cried John the Baptist. “Repent because the Kingdom of heaven is at hand!” (Matt 3:2), as if repentance was the obligatory passage to enter the Kingdom. “Repent of the evil you have done . . .”

Then, among the penitent crowd, an unknown figure approached, coming out of Galilee, a man of thirty years of silence . . .

“No, not you,” the Baptist said! “You have no need to be baptized. You have nothing of which to repent!”

But the Galilean insisted and had his way, with the force of someone who knew what he was doing and that what he did was right. In fact he was the bearer of repentance for the people, repenting for them all, for the world; he was fully man. Still more though, he was also the bearer of God’s repentance, fully God. This man, the silent man from Galilee, had learned during his thirty years to hear and make his own the repentance of God, so much so that he now abased himself in humility beneath the hand of the Baptist. In his mercy and compassion, he asked for the baptism of repentance, for men and for God! This is justice indeed! “I repent of the evil I have done you.”

Then heaven was split open and the comforter came down; he had the appearance of a dove. Heaven opened and onto the repenting man descended the comforter. Heaven opened for the reconciliation of heaven and earth. Then a voice made itself heard: “O, my beloved! O you in whom all my pleasure is found! You, my Son!”

Then heaven was silent, and earth was silent; the Baptist was silent; the baptized was silent; the dove too; the Gospel stops as if suspended: a fullness of silence, presenting to contemplation an abyss of love and humility, an abyss of repentance, mercy and consolation . . . The heart of God was open!

When Jesus set out along the roads of Galilee, he began to proclaim, “Repent” (Matt 4:17). But in his mouth the words had a quite different depth, a totally different strength. He draws us after him, he who had repented for us and for God. “Yes, brothers, repent for the Kingdom is at hand!”

I know it so well — my pride makes the way of repentance difficult for me. And yet! And yet, no one can be closer to God than in the act of repenting.

Yes, we are to walk this road  and there we will see coming towards as, without delay, the one who is at once the penitent, the merciful, the comforter, the three times holy.

May he draw us after him into the abyss of his grace.


[1] The French translates as “of these men.”  Jer 42:1 says, “the captains of the forces . . . and all the people,” so we can say “of this substantial group.” (Trans.)

The modesty of God (a letter)

I don’t wish to leave Dombes without having recounted to you one of the most lovely conversations that I could ever have with a brother. It will also demonstrate that silence is not mutism, and that it allows us to ruminate and savor so many good ideas in the style of those I have the pleasure of sharing with you now.

The setting was very ordinary, so much so that I don’t remember how the conversation came about! What’s for sure is that I had come to ask Brother Jean[1] the following question that his serene, shining face always provoked:

“What is the faith that moves you, what are you always thinking about, Brother Jean, that means that you are always so serene?”

He remained quiet for a moment, then he said very gently, like a spring giving its water:

“The thing I have is the knowledge that God loves to act secretly on men’s behalf . . .”

My silence encouraged him to continue:

“You see,” he said, “that is how it has always been, from the first day. God might have begun with the creation of man, who would then have been a witness to the rest of creation; he could have built him up by showing him the way in which he creates, disposes and organizes the world; he would thus have nourished the man’s memory, giving grounds for praise . . . but, no! God preferred to do everything without man’s knowledge, in secret, while everything, absolutely everything was being done for our benefit — the light, the heavens, the seas, continents, stars, the plants and all the animals . . . The whole of God’s work was for humanity! When everything had been finished, that’s when he created man, and when the man opened his eyes he found it all without having seen God at work; and God offered his work to him, without even saying that he was its author . . . How amazing!

“When God created the woman, he did the same: he plunged the man into a deep sleep so that he could work in secret, and when the man awoke he was in awe of the result, but without having seen God at work! Since then, that is how it is has always been; God is always the same, unceasingly at work on man’s behalf and always unseen. It is really rather astonishing, you have to admit, and it is so not only in the great works of salvation history, but also in our own lives, in each of our cases. So far as I am concerned, anyway, God is always at work in my life and always unbeknownst to me; I always become aware of it later. Well, I have a deep appreciation of this modesty of God, and I love him for this, so humble and so discreet, and ingeniously working as if he didn’t want me to know! This is his choice, his custom, and it his liberty, which I respect completely; love leaves the other party free, does it not? We lay claim to this love but credit it to God. But if I love him as I do, in his modesty and discretion, it is also because I have found that this attitude of his is one of great wisdom, and extremely beneficent to me. I have to recognize that by proceeding in this way God was in fact protecting me against pride, against vanity and a sort of spiritual greed.

“One day, God did lift the veil of his secret presence a little . . . You know, one of those spiritual experiences, one of those moments mystics know so well how to analyze. I was so marked by it that pride got a hold on me, along with this greed and vainglory. What an idiot I am! Well, God in his great wisdom has not repeated this. It is again in secret that he has continued his work, leading me on, and this is how he has treated my excessive pride. In the end I have asked God to keep things secret, and in this way my love for him has become more serene. I no longer desire that God break cover, I am simply too prideful. It is enough for me to contemplate his works past and recent, and they cause me to marvel to the highest degree. There is plenty of material, plenty to consider, not only in my life but in others too, and throughout the world . . . so many benefits, small and great, accomplished by God but unknown to us . . . they are incalculable! This leaves me infinitely thankful and serene, it’s true!

“When I look at the deeds of people, beginning with myself, I usually weep over them; when I look at what God does, peace returns. When I have finished contemplating his works, I don’t know if even then I will ask God to emerge from his secrecy . . . But that is not a matter for tomorrow! When, indeed, shall I have finished contemplating just what he did 2000 years ago early on Resurrection morning while the whole world slept? Yes indeed, God loves to work on our behalf in secrecy; it is his joy and now it is mine! That is the God whom I love . . .

“I have lived here for years. I’ve seen many postulants come and go. From the moment you give yourself to prayer, there is the temptation to wish to experience God in the prayer. Many postulants are inclined towards this thirst for mystical experience in which God to some degree puts off his secrecy, and many of them fall into this spiritual greed or into vanity, just like me! Greedy mysticism is sick; it exalts spiritual experience and so runs the risk of relying on it rather than on faith; and, as you know, it is faith that brings to pass what we don’t yet see or feel because it is secret. When God works secretly, it is in order to keep our faith active. In seeking and cultivating spiritual experiences, we take away from faith. More, as we over indulge the desire for an experience of God, we wind up thinking only of ourselves. Postulants like this, from the moment they no longer sense God, believe themselves to have been abandoned by him; they finally confuse what God does with what they experience. When they no longer sense his presence, they believe God to be absent . . . What a misunderstanding! God is always present, always at work, but secretly! Tell me; you wear a beard — do you feel it growing? No, of course not! Nevertheless you know very well that it never stops! Well, if there are things in our bodies that we don’t actively perceive, should we not also suppose that God’s activity in us may be taking place unnoticed? This is a bit simplistic, I know, but very true. God is at work in every moment, his love is constant, his grace never lessens . . . But, in secret you see! In secret . . . How wonderful!”

His face was radiant. His gaze rested on me with great kindness. Mine was fixed on the ground, stopping on an ant scurrying along a blade of grass! Yes, always at work, unseen!

My joy was great that day, and is again as I write!

I shall return to the silence; may God enliven the fire of his love in you.

                                                                                                                   May 30th 1996


[1] I read this letter to Brother Jean. He insisted that I not refer to him by his real name, so he has become “Brother Jean” here.

Prayer, an art

This is an excerpt from God at the heart of our lives. I make the comment that there is minimal punctuation in the French, but that it has been added in translation.

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Brother,

Tell me what art surpasses all others,

That goes beyond words, beyond music,

That renders the body lighter than dance,

That dwells in silence more fully than poetry.

Tell me, my brother, what is this art

Which touches the heart of God?

                                                An art

We can exercise till our final breath,

On a hospital bed, in an underground cell,

An art whose studio is the human heart;

An art that draws in the great and the small,

Learned doctors and illiterate alike.

I have seen it practiced by the rich in their mansions

And by beggars huddled beside the pavement.

But tell me also why at times it is —

More arid that the desert,

Darker than night,

Harsher than combat,

Heavier than lead,

Emptier than the void,

But always, always pulls us back again,

Hungry as it is for the best of ourselves.

Brother,

What is then this art

Which brings courage to the most discouraged,

Hope to the most despairing,

Which enlightens human darkness,

Which bears the heaviest faults

And causes our words to dance with the greatest joy,

That better than any tear expresses sorrow

And better than laughter, our mirth?

What again is this art

Which teaches us to see with the eyes of God,

Which makes love more lovely still,

Which makes compassion deeper, more true,

Which uncovers the beauty of silence,

Which makes us present to the present

Without fleeing into past or future,

Which is never apart from God, for God is its Father,

As he is its goal, its heart, its secret?

                                                      This art,

In which you have exerted yourself so often,

Which has seen you often discouraged,

This art which has procured you so many joys,

As you know no doubt much better than me;

This art, my brother, is prayer.

Love it therefore like a son of your flesh.

Brother, pursue your art: it is the life of your life.

But prayer is much more than an art.

It is . . . my heart sings . . .

It is a meeting,

It is a stammering in the Father’s embrace,

At times a bedazzlement,

A sudden intoxication, a sweet wound;

It is what God makes it, for he is its master.

Blessed is the day when your prayer explodes

Into more than a song, a murmur, a silence . . .

But you know it — God has taught you,

So keep watch over your silence, my brother, and pray.


Spiritual maladies excerpts

God the physician

The face of God as physician is a profoundly biblical reality; I would like to begin with a review of the theme, investigating the degree to which it is a constant through the Bible.

In church history, the view of God as physician was an approach adhered to particularly by the Greek Fathers. The Latin Fathers, little by little, left it aside, and the result is that today it is being increasingly forgotten; instead, the image of God as judge was emphasized, at times to the point of distortion. This western tradition is so strong that today, despite its importance, we need to take great pains if we are to recover the biblical revelation of God the physician in its true proportions.

I will therefore rest my case on biblical texts, but if I also mention the Greek Fathers, it is in simple thankfulness since it is they who have helped open my eyes to this aspect of revelation.

Indebted as I am to the Greek Fathers, I am also to Jean-Claude Larchet; he became their spokesman in an enormous book[1] which is also very present in what I will be saying; however, so as not to overburden my remarks, I will not actually be citing it. Where Larchet is almost essentially patristic in his approach, I wish to stay close to the biblical testimony which forms the basis and the support for the Fathers’ elaborations.

One of the major difficulties we will encounter stems from the fact that in the western world the discourse of psychology has prevailed over the spiritual. Words which are common to the two methodologies have come to be somewhat booby-trapped; they don’t have the same resonances, and this leads to misunderstandings. I will be using them according to their spiritual acceptation, whereas they all too easily understood according to the psychological; thus, there is ambiguity today if we speak of maladies or sicknesses of the interior life. My intention is to keep to a discussion of spiritual maladies, knowing full well that doubtless others may immediately think in terms of psychological illness; this is to be avoided. Spiritual maladies are those such as pride, avarice, or lust; not schizophrenia, neurosis or psychosis. Please be careful! There is a wide range of potential misunderstandings.

Our interior life can be understood along two separate lines, the psychological and the spiritual; complicating matters further is that God does not occupy at all a similar role in the two methodologies. In modern psychological discourse God may be taken into account, but is then generally regarded as just one of the possible factors in traumas. In the spiritual discourse, God is ever present; it is he who fills the role of therapist, and, indeed, is seen as the only therapist, encounter with whom is far from traumatizing! In short, we see that to approach God as the physician for our spiritual life goes rather against our normal mindset; we will press forward nonetheless!

May our proceedings be truly spiritual, which is to say born of and illuminated by the Holy Spirit, without whom we cannot but become enmeshed in misunderstandings! May he guide us now in our quest for God the physician!


[1] Jean-Claude Larchet Therapeutique des maladies spirituelles, Le Cerf, Paris, 1997.

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Jesus heals sins

Jesus takes account of the connection between sin and spiritual sickness, but in such a way that he corrects the way sin is regarded. Effectively, the link between sin and spiritual sickness means that Jesus looks at sin less in its penal aspect and more as something to be cured. He does not judge the sinner; on the contrary he labors to treat and heal him.

When the Evangelists cite Isaiah 6:10, it is very interesting to note that the people who are sick with sin are converted so as to be “forgiven” according to Mark 4:12, or to be “healed” according to  Matthew 13:15 (see also John 12:40; Acts 28:27). Mark here keeps sin in the penal sphere whereas Matthew, Luke and John place it in the medical. This hesitation of the Evangelists about the verse from Isaiah show that sin pertains thoroughly and simultaneously to both the penal and the medical. However, all things considered, Jesus himself seems to have considered sin more from the medical angle than the juridical; it is rather as from the mouth of a healer that we should understand the statement that “I am not come to judge but to heal.”

This outlook of Jesus on sin modifies our outlook on sin. Before a judge, I hide my ills, my sin; before a physician I expose it. So, according to the way Jesus invites me to look at my sinI will either hide from God or open up to him . . .  What a turning point in the spiritual life with the discovery that Jesus presents himself, above all, as a physician!

God heals sins

To think of sin in its remedial dimension is not an invention of Jesus. The Old Testament very often envisaged sin from this angle. For example, when there is a question of the infidelity of the people of Israel, in a context which threatens condemnation, God suddenly changes his tone and speaks in this way to the people, “Return and I will heal your unfaithfulness” (Jer 3:22). God does not speak of “pardoning” the unfaithfulness but of healing it. God presents himself not as a judge who is merciful, but as the physician to the people’s sins, the healer of the spiritual malady of unfaithfulness.

Earlier, before Jeremiah, God had said the same thing in the mouth of the prophet Hosea, “I will heal their apostasy” (14:4).


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Cain

We said with regard to Jesus that a name reveals the identity of a person, the mystery of their being. What of Cain? It is an interesting name.

First of all, it was given Cain by his mother, who explains the choice making a play on words with the verb qânâh, which means “acquire” or “procreate.”[1]I have formed a man with the Lord,” as our translation says. Eve affirms here that God is a father to Cain, and indeed God behaves as a thoroughly admirable father throughout this passage. The spiritual father is certainly more of a physician to the soul than he is a judge. It is with both the love of a father and the abilities of a physician that God sits down at the bedside of his sick son.

But also, the name Cain makes a play with the verb qana, which means “to be jealous, full of zeal, ardent,”and this makes Cain the prototype of the passionate and fervent; for this reason, when the Fathers comment that anger is a sickness of the passions, it means that Cain is engaged, assailed in the depths of his being, at the core of his identity.

For the Fathers, the soul comprehends three functions: passion, desire and reason. Passion, like the other functions of the soul, is positive, created by God. Man is in the image of God and this with regard to passion as well. God himself is passionate, zealous, jealous, except that he does not become sick in his passions in the way men do.

In his passion, in his jealous zeal, God turns against everything that can assail man, his covenant partner. In the same way, man’s passion turns against everything that might assail his covenant relation with God. This passion which protects the covenant relation with God is a passion of great good, but man’s passion can easily be led astray and become sick. This is the case when it mistakes its goal and seeks to protect other bonds, other attachments. Passion falls ill when it throws away its concern for the divine connection in favor of alternatives. Anger is surely a spiritual malady since it affects relationship both with God and one’s neighbor.

Cain, passionate, full of zeal and jealous, in the image of his spiritual father, here becomes sick in the depths of his being.


[1] KJV perhaps tries to recreate this – “I have gotten a man from the Lord.” (Trans.)

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Why are you angry and why is your face fallen?

In fact, God asks not just one question but two. Perhaps he even left a pause between them, expecting a reply. Cain responds to neither.

Would a judge ask such questions? Certainly not! A judge asks about actions, and Cain has done nothing. It is not even he who has intended his anger, but anger which has taken hold of him. “Why has this inflamed you so?” asks God. The truth is that Cain here is more a victim of anger than the guilty party. We know that Cain will later turn murderer, but at a present he has not raised so much as his little finger. No, a judge has no reason to step in here.

It is rather the physician who sits down at Cain’s bedside to ask his patient about the changes in his appearance: “why this reddening of the nose and why this downcast look on your face?”

God thus begins his consultation, asking questions about the symptoms he notes so as to reach a diagnosis with a view to prescribing an appropriate treatment.

Why?

When God asks questions like this, it is not that he doesn’t know the answers. God, in fact, sounds out the kidneys and the heart[1] and so understands the symptoms in the nose or the face without having to ask questions! When he asks, the objective is more that Cain will ask too, ask himself the questions, “Why am I angry and why are my features downcast?” The spiritual father is a good teacher!

God does not ask about the strength of the anger (“Why are you very angry?”), but the reason which has given birth to the anger; “for what reason are you angry?” We see that God is guiding Cain to look within himself, to take a good look at his behavior and the hidden motivations behind his state of mind. God is helping Cain realize what has provoked his anger; he reveals to Cain that anger comes in reaction to something that provokes it. This truly is a spiritual father helping his son to discern things; the questions are positive, friendly and salutary.

All this is most just; anger is provoked by some fact, but we don’t always know what; or alternatively, we don’t want to know. Meanwhile, to discern the cause of the anger, to look it in the face, is to already be on the road to healing. God is seeking with these questions to set Cain in this direction.

What then is the fact that has provoked Cain’s anger? This is told us just previously in the passage; it is the fact that God has accepted Abel’s offering but not Cain’s.

We might think that it is Abel who has provoked Cain’s anger by making an offering at the same time. Cain had indeed taken an initiative which Abel immediately followed, but, if that were the reason for Cain’s anger, he would have become angry earlier. His anger would have been signaled immediately after the mention of Abel’s offering, even before God responds to the two offerings.

No, it is not Abel but God himself who has aroused Cain’s anger!

God knows why he accepted one offering rather than the other, but Cain knows nothing. God does not explain himself, but here he asks Cain in order to find out how he felt about and understood this choice. “Why are you angry?” also means “How has your understanding of my attitude produced such a state?”

Cain, however, has no desire to reply! This silence is embarrassing. Faced with Cain’s silence, the Fathers have sought the answer to God’s question, and we shall try as well.

I don’t believe that Cain’s anger proceeds from the fact that God prefers mutton to fruit or even shepherds to growers. Rather, I believe God chose the second offering rather than the first because it is that of the younger brother not the elder. It is Cain alone who took the initiative in making the offering, an excellent initiative which speaks of Cain’s love for God. God has not required any offering so Cain’s is freely given; it is the gesture of a freely-given love. Abel has done nothing but copy! The initiative belongs to Cain, to the elder. God should have honored this initiative, honored the right of the elder brother, honored this act of love.

Cain was attached to his initiative, to his act of love, to his rights as the elder. I would say right here that passion becomes anger when it protects something to which it is more attached than God or a neighbor. So, Cain is attached to the fact that he is the older brother and the initiative he has taken. When God doesn’t honor this, he undermines this attachment of Cain’s; he undermines Cain’s self-love. God’s choice has wounded Cain in his self-love and the anger betrays this wound. This is very common; anger bespeaks a wound to self-love.

This is something anger can signify, what it might translate into, but it doesn’t state or formulate it. Now it is Cain’s place to do just this, to find a way to put it into words before God. But he is silent!

Why should we seek to reply in Cain’s place? It’s because through this text God is searching us out too, about our anger. “Daniel, why are you angry?” Faced with a question like this, I am going to have to learn how to answer. This is why the Fathers sought to see clearly what it is that provokes anger. When a physician questions, it is good to know how to respond; it is part of the healing.

By digging into the reasons for anger, the Fathers perceived that wounding of self-love can bring to light various spiritual maladies.

Cain might have been attached to his rights as the older brother in the same way one can be attached to some item as a piece of personal property; in this case his attachment would be a form of the spiritual malady known as avarice; avaricious of his right to seniority.

Cain might have found in his seniority a reason for pride, another spiritual malady; a Cain attached to his rank would be wounded in his pride.

He might also have been frustrated not to have been honored by God as he expected. In this case he would be attached to others’ opinion of himself, which is another form of spiritual malady, vain glory.

As we see, the same anger might be the expression of pride, avarice or vain glory, as well as other latent ills, buried but revealed by the anger which is their symptom. We also note that it is easy enough to discern the anger, but that to discern the malady behind the anger is more difficult.

When we come down to it, the question posed by God is essential, welcome and even salutary; it is an invitation to discern the deep-seated ill hidden behind the anger. God asks the question precisely because there are a variety of possible answers. He is thus an excellent spiritual father, an excellent doctor to the soul — two facts joined at the hip.

It is now for Cain to say whether he finds himself to be proud, avaricious, attached to vain glory, jealous or something else . . .  But his reply is awaited!

The account is wonderful, leading us to the discovery of a multitude of points noted by the Fathers. In particular this: one spiritual malady often hides another; it is its symptom, because it comes wrapped in it, as if it were its daughter. What we have noted about anger is of value when it comes to other spiritual maladies in that each can be a symptom of another. In such a case, the spiritual malady should no longer be treated as though it were the sickness itself, but as a symptom of something more profound, something it manifests and which should be the real object of treatment. Just as there are connections between spiritual maladies and physical maladies, so there are connections between different spiritual maladies.

By taking a contrary position we can see how anger could be the symptom of another, more hidden malady.

If Cain was not proprietorial, avaricious of his position as the elder, he would not have become angry, but would rather rejoice to see himself dispossessed of his asset in favor of his younger brother.

If Cain was humble, he would marvel to see God exalting the lesser.

If Cain was not attached to vain glory, he would rejoice to see the honor God has done to Abel.

All this clearly shows, it seems to me, that behind Cain’s anger another spiritual malady is hiding.

If then a malady can be symptomatic of another malady more deeply buried, the Fathers would apply themselves to the treatment of the hidden malady rather than the symptom. One can well understand that in the healing of the buried malady, the symptom will go, whereas healing of the symptom will not cause the deeper sickness to leave. In short, to heal anger, it is the hidden malady which must be treated.

Further though, since the maladies hidden behind the anger vary with each case, we understand why the Fathers propose different remedies for different cases of anger. For example, anger could be treated by fasting if the anger comes from an excessive attachment to food (“greed”). It could be treated by charitable giving if the anger proceeds from avarice, etc. All this is correct; avarice healed does not become angry when its money is touched; the healed gourmand does not become angry when wronged with regard to food. This would also suggest that it is not easy to treat oneself; there must be discernment of what lies buried within.

Without the help of a physician of the soul, who are we to discern what is hidden? In general, it is only after many fits of anger that we can work out in ourselves what the source is; it is usually for the same reason that we become angry, not for other reasons, so, when the same situation repeats itself, we do eventually learn. With the access of anger, we note the source; I leave you to examine yourself. But here, what about poor Cain?! This is his very first crisis of anger! Happily for him, it is God himself who questions him in order to help. If Cain’s responses to the physician are not clear, this itself will push him to be more precise, to the point where he can see the source of his anger.

But he doesn’t reply!

Cain’s silence is understandable; the one who is questioning him is the very cause of his anger. The physician is himself responsible for the crisis he wishes to treat. It is he who has made the patient sick! The consultation has reached an impasse.

This is what so often happens; we wish to be treated by God, but it’s God’s fault that we are sick, or so at least we think . . . 

Nevertheless God draws near. God takes the first step; he could do no more. In effect, he comes to reconcile things and with his question he holds out the olive branch to Cain, for him to vent his spleen, his bile, his anger on God. God knows that Cain is angry with him, and he comes to reconcile. This is the best remedy that God can offer Cain for his healing. “Why are you angry?” God awaits an answer something like, “It’s your fault! You shouldn’t have looked down on my offering . . .”

However, Cain does not answer! The drama of anger is that it sometimes refuses reconciliation; the anger then closes over once more on the wrong done it, and becomes resentful in its silence.

God’s attitude in this process of reconciliation is very important for us. God humbly takes the first step towards us and offers us his hand. The response he awaits is prayer. Prayer is a remedy for anger. To pour out one’s anger before God is a wonderful remedy, even if it is anger directed at God. The physician is quite used to being attacked by the patient; he is used to the pus when he lances an abscess. Even if Cain feels the need to curse, God is ready to listen to the cursings of his prayer if this will be liberating for him. He doesn’t come to judge but to heal.

Prayer comes from a heart that is opening; this opening up is essential in any therapeutic process, and this is what God is awaiting, looking for, and what he wishes to provoke with his questions: the opening up our heart before him.

If it is difficult for us to discern the reason for our sicknesses, here too, in prayer, we can ask God for insight. To tell God that we lack discernment is also prayer; it is once more to open our heart to him.

When Cain begins to open his heart to God, he will have taken the first step along the road to healing. Instead, Cain obstinately refuses to go down that road.

Faced with this silence, there is no capitulation from God. He perseveres in his approach, as do the best of spiritual fathers, the best doctors of the soul. He doesn’t leave Cain to enclose himself in silence.


[1] See Psalm 26.2. (Trans.)

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Christ, the vanquisher of the passions

The Fathers noted that the three principal passions are exactly the same as those that Jesus overcame in the wilderness during the temptation. Even Jesus has therefore been exposed like us to the seductiveness of the passions, though he kept himself from them. Jesus was exposed to greed when it was suggested he turn the stones into bread (Luke 4:3–4); to avarice, when the tempter proposed the kingdoms of the world as goods to be possessed (Luke 4:5–8); and to vainglory when it was suggested he throw himself down from the Temple pinnacle, thereby bringing him glory in the eyes of the crowd (Luke 4:9–12). Jesus, however, was able to reject each suggestion, each seduction, thanks to his perfect attachment to God; he mastered the beast, and so kept himself from any malady. By overcoming the three principal passions, Jesus also vanquished each passion that derives from them. He alone is the true overcomer, the one in perfect health, and in our baptism we become beneficiaries of his triumphs. Each of our victories over the passions is none other than a participation in the victory of Christ who fights besides us, with us, in us, by his Spirit. This is what it means to be a beneficiary of Christ’s victories, and without him we are already, subtly, sick with pride. In Christ, with him in us, we can have good spiritual health.

The most important of all

As they examined the three major passions, the Fathers concluded, in the light of the Bible, that avarice is the most important of the three. They reached this conclusion on the basis of the verse of Paul’s that says, “The root of all evils[1] is the love of money” (1 Tim 6:10). This verse helps us understand this saying of Jesus: “No one can serve two masters; either he will hate one and love the other or else be attached to this and despise that. You cannot serve God and Mammon (which is to say, money)” (Matt 6:24). In speaking like this, Jesus presents us with the primordial choice; to prefer God over Mammon is to resist all the maladies.


[1] “All evils” or “all kinds of evil,” according to the Greek.

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About remedies

The remedies are very various, firstly because the maladies are so numerous, but also because, for the same malady, the remedies vary as a function of how advanced it is; and again, because each malady is linked to the others in multiple combinations. The anger of a greedy person is not the anger of the avaricious or proud person . . . Each sort of anger has its own remedy, so again there is the question of discernment.

That said, there are some remedies that it is good to know as being of value for a great number of maladies. For example, all the maladies that affect the desire have temperance as a remedy; all those affecting the passion[1] will be remediated by courage; and those which affect the reason are treated with prudence.

Among the remedies which treat a range of maladies, there are two which are valuable in all cases, and we have already mentioned these; they are love and humility. With these two remedies everything can be healed, though we must not forget that love itself can be diseased should we at any time propose to do without God. When it comes to humility, it has the peculiarity of needing an infinity of time and care if we are to know how, not to acquire, but to welcome it, since it is a gift. Humility is a little like a transplant, and not any transplant — it is a new heart! For this remedy, there is nothing you can do of yourself except put yourself entirely in the hands of him who says he is lowly of heart and who calls out to us, “Come to me, all you who are weary . . . because I am meek and lowly of heart”(Matt 11:28–29).

All the remedies are given by God, who gives to those who ask, and at times even to those who don’t, great as his love is. Ask all the same, Jesus counsels, but ask simply, without repetition, “because your Father knows what you need before ever you ask” (Matt 6:8).

God gives and also personally regulates the dosage according to each one’s needs. To take a remedy in excess is also a malady! “Your Father knows what you have need of,” also means that he knows the correct dose.

The whole of the Torah is a veritable pharmacy where an impressive array of remedies is to be found. Each article of the Law can perform the office of a cure. We said a little about that in the first chapter so we won’t go back there; instead I would like to point out the way this is present in the Sermon on the Mount. The sermon is often received as though it were a new legal code, thereby forgetting its therapeutic dimension. A few remarks on this subject . . . 

The Sermon on the Mount is found in Matthew’s gospel at an extremely significant point, right at the outset of Jesus’ ministry; exactly in fact at the moment when he is about to acquire extraordinary fame as a healer. The end of chapter 4 of Matthew insists on this point (4:23–25); next, immediately after the sermon, chapter 8 describes in detail an imposing sequence of healings: that of a leper (8:1–4), the centurion’s servant (8:5–13), Peter’s mother-in-law, and then, so as not to tire the reader, Matthew gives us a sort of et cetera, saying that “he healed all the sick.” Have you ever seen a doctor who “healed all the sick”?

This is the context in which we find the Sermon on the Mount and so we are invited to understand it as issuing from the mouth of a healer. It was a physician the crowds followed up to the mountain; it is to him they entrusted their sick, and to him that they listened.

I will leave you to read over the sermon yourself; you will see that it contains a wealth of advice of a healing nature which will help both in diagnosis and as a prescription with its expert recommendations. To what is your brother’s sin compared? To a speck of dust in the eye. This is the language of the hospital not the tribunal. As for the beam, this is hyperbole to say that emergency services and intensive care are required! There is one remedy, both curative and preventative: “Don’t judge!” (Matt 7:1)

As a good healer, Jesus knows exactly what remedy suits each case. We might note the account of the rich young man. He is sick, a troubled person who knows himself to be sick, but doesn’t know what his trouble is. He had tried all the remedies of the Torah but without success, which is why he says to Jesus, “What must I do to have real life?” In reply, Jesus first of all checks that the man has been following the prescriptions of the Law, then he gives the only medication suitable for the problem he discerns. The man’s sickness is avarice; the medication is a sort of emetic; “Go, sell all that you have, give it to the poor, and then come and follow me” (Matt 19:21). If these words of Jesus were somehow a law, they would apply to everyone, but Jesus did not say this to all his disciples, only to those in whom he discerned avarice. This is a medication given with love, as Mark notes (“looking on him, he loved him” 10:21); and a medication which works with the violence of love. However, the young man was unable to discern the love; all he saw was the violence of the purgative. He went away “very sad,”Matthew concludes (19:22). Avarice went to seek its neighbor, sadness, to take up residence in the man’s home.

God also provides us with medicine through the events of life. We spoke above of the things that can help us discern, but we must realize too, that events can also at times work as remedies. It’s precious to remember this when it comes to events that are painful and full of sorrow for us. They sting like alcohol on a wound; they are painful, but after a while, short or long, we can see the way events produced a healing effect. For the avaricious person, every loss of money is experienced as a catastrophe, when really there is matter in it to bring healing.


[1] As above, ardeur, the inner fire, the motivational force.

The apple tree

The parable of the apple tree

This summer I enjoyed an entertaining little incident. I am making bold to recount it to you as we know each other well enough now. I had to prepare a sermon for the wedding of two divorcees. This is no easy task, but the most difficult aspect was the text I was asked to preach on, Colossians 3:12–15, with the astonishing phrase, “above all, clothe yourselves with love.”

The verb used compares love to a garment. How disappointed I felt; is love so superficial and so much a matter for show that it can be compared to a costume that can be changed with the changing day? I went out, under this cloud of disappointment, and sat beneath an apple tree at the back of my house to reflect on this strange verse. Suddenly I felt the touch of a branch on my shoulder. The apple tree under which I was sitting then spoke to me. It said, “I’m going to explain to you what love is and why it is that this verb ‘clothe yourself’ is used. There is a comparison here, but it is not a comparison taken from the world of men but from we apple trees. Apple trees, you know, clothe ourselves firstly with leaves, in the spring, and over them we put on the apples. Believe me, it takes time to get dressed like this. Slowly, peeping through the leaves they come, not appreciably from morning to morning, but little by little; there is nothing superficial, and it is the best of ourselves; it is a part of ourselves; to tell the truth it is our true activity; it is the only thing we do: we clothe ourselves with apples. I think that for you humans the same applies when it comes to love, and this is what Paul was saying — ‘clothe yourselves with love above everything else.’”

I was amazed by the words of the apple tree; it had understood everything about the verse and all about love! Then the tree added, “Have you noticed the way apples have no resemblance to the trees? Nevertheless, it is certainly we trees who make them! No resemblance at all! In winter we are rather dismal to look at, dried up and sad, with nothing attractive about us. Even our wood is no good to work. You would never guess that apples could grow and ripen on such branches. As for the leaves, it’s just the same; they don’t seem to serve any use except to give a little shade. Looking at them you wouldn’t think they lay alongside such beautiful fruit! As you see, the beautiful apples are nothing like us, yet they are ours. Well, allow me to say that the same applies to people! Disappointing as they may be, so dried up and sad, so useless and such an encumbrance, people are nonetheless able to clothe themselves with love! What could be more beautiful than love! What a poor creature is man! But how wonderful to think that they are able to love!”

I agreed completely, amazed to hear such things! After a silence which the apple tree left me in which to reply and seeing that I wasn’t responding, the tree asked if it could continue. “Yes, indeed!” I said, thinking of the wedding sermon he was delivering on my behalf!

“You people,” said the tree, “you have so many extraordinary abilities but you have never yet managed to make artificial apples. Only we apple trees are able to produce apples. You can find better wood than ours, and finer leaves on other trees, but when it comes to apples . . . ! This is the reason for our existence. God made us for this. If we don’t produce apples, who will? Well, my dear fellow, the same applies to you. Man is the only creature in the world who is able to love; it is his reason to exist. However hard you try I am sure that you will never manage to invent artificial love! And if you don’t love, who will love in your place? Where will God find love if you don’t clothe yourselves with it? Think carefully about it: isn’t this the only thing that Jesus asked of you? The only thing!”

I was dumbfounded to hear so many things from the tree. And since I was troubled at the thought of this fine tree giving me such a lesson, I replied, thinking to put him in his place with a little of his own history, “Tree, you are quite right; nevertheless, I find that if love is like your apples, then there is an element of pride here because with your apples you do rather push themselves to the fore; they don’t go unnoticed. Forgive me, but there is an issue of humility here!”

I felt that the tree then gave rather a blow to my status as moralizer. “It’s true,” he said, “that we show off our apples and that it is a little ostentatious.  But the truth is that this pride is a fault of young trees. Look at that one over by the ditch; it has four apples, and that is enough for it to proudly stretch its branches into the sky as high as it can, saying ‘look at me.’ But look at the old tree behind it; it is so weighed down with apples that its branches hang in humility down towards the ground, and it does this the better to humbly offer its fruit to passers-by . . .”

“I understand,” I said to the tree, “say nothing more; I know that we are just the same; the less we love, the more we demonstrate ; it’s true. Tree, thank you, but before I go, I would like to pose you a question. How is that as we seek to give the best of ourselves, we bump  into so many obstacles? How is that love can turn bad like a rotten fruit, to such a degree that couples separate?”

“That’s a big question, and I can only respond by telling you what I have experienced myself. I too have borne bad apples. It’s because the apple is a very vulnerable fruit. A rotten apple is a sick apple, but that doesn’t necessarily mean that the tree is sick. An apple tree suffers when it has to be seen with spoilt fruit but doesn’t lose hope because of it. It knows that it will always be able to give further good fruit. No doubt this is true of you too. A particular love might become sick and spoilt, but this doesn’t have to mean the person with the rotten fruit is sick himself. It is always possible for him to love again, more humbly, but with all the more hope, having experienced what it is to have something go bad.”

I had enough for my sermon, and I was about to take my leave. I was plunged deep in reflection, but that doesn’t mean I forgot to warmly thank my friend, the tree. I had never been so grateful to an apple tree. But, to stop my effusions, the tree said to me, in the same steady tone of a wise old sage, “Daniel, I do need to say one more thing to you. You will have noticed that an apple tree can produce hundreds of pounds of apples. Well, take careful note that an apple tree has never eaten so much as a single one of those apples. It is not fed by what it produces; the apples are all for people; the tree gives, and gives all that it has. What’s more, for it to give its fruit, there is no need to appeal to its good nature, to make any claim on it, or to speak to it in any way; it simply clothes itself with apples and that is enough. The apple tree attracts others to it simply because it is clothed in apples. See that you do likewise. Let your love be for others, and only for others. Don’t look to take anything from it for yourself. And then, don’t talk about it; it is unnecessary. If you love, people will come to you without you having to say a word.”

“I understand, my dear tree, but tell me something else, since you speak about nourishment. What do you feed on if it is not the apples?”

“On this point, I can’t tell you everything,” the tree replied. “Just know that my nourishment is given me in secret. I draw it up with the roots you cannot see, and it is needful for my roots to stay hidden; with them I draw my nourishment from the darkness of the earth, continually. Without this feeding I would never yield a single apple. Know too that my fruit comes from the source my roots draw on, and it is no doubt for this reason that they have no resemblance to me. That is enough, but you should realize too that it is the same with you people. All that is necessary for you to love is drawn from God in the secrecy of your prayer life. I have nothing more to say; apply yourself to prayer and you will be covered in fruit.”

I had enough for two sermons; I left full, overflowing with what the tree had given me.

As I left, I came across my cousin, who looks after the orchard. He had just been watering the trees. I looked for something or other to say to him, some story that would not reveal that I had just been conversing with one of his charges! He might have thought me a bit crazy.

“Tell me, Patrick, all this stuff grows on its own?”

“On its own — you must be joking! You’re a bit too much the intellectual, you are! If you knew the time it takes me to ensure the apple tree gives apples, the time spent pruning, watering, spraying . . . All the fruit you see is the result of hours and hours of labor, days of waiting and hoping; and, seeing you are a pastor, I can confess to you that I love my apple trees, and that is why they give such beautiful fruit.” And he said all this with a joyful light in his eyes.

“Bless you, Patrick, and thank you!” As I left I thought to myself: how much time does God need for a man to be able to give fruit, how many years of patience, labor, hope . . . and love?

Dear brother watchman, the apples will soon be ripe. I have a feeling that they will be particularly good this year. I will bring you some on my next visit; you can tell me what you think of them.

And may God keep you day by day.